Luahan Hatiku..(Part 3)

ariny aku nk luahkan something yg aku sndri xtau nk cite ngn sape...cite dye cmni,since last week until ariny bf aku majok ngn aku disbbkn ksilapan aku sndri...n spnjg smggu ni gak aku cbe tok pjok dye lek but still xde prubhn smpy aku skg da rse give up nk pjok lgi..if dye bce blog aku ni,"i just want to say to u bie that i'm so sorry coz i hurt u again n i cannot go on wif our relationship..syesly i really love u..but mybe this is not our jodoh kot..if u hurt with my decision.i want u to know that i more then hurt from u..i hope u can forgive me n we cant be a fren..i love u..but i have to do this.."n disbbkn kptusan aku tu la bf aku da ambil kptusan tok mndiamkan diri dye dlm mse smnggu ni...aku sndri xtau ktne silap dye but aku da cbe tok jdy yg terbaek bg dye..mybe antare aku ngn dye mmg xditakdirkan tok bersama,walaupon bgi aku dye la merupakan sorang laky yg aku knl yg laen dri sume laky yg aku pnh couple..coz dlm byk2 laky yg aku knl dye sorng je yg tau cmne nk mghormati aku n mmhami aty n perasaan aku..walaupon mse silam dye agak mgecewakan aku but bile aku da knl dye aku xsgke yg sjht2 dye mse masa silam dye,dye still ngat pasal hal2 yg berkaitan agama..n mgkin disbbkn tu dye laen dri laky2 yg aku pnh knl sblm ni..tpi nthla,aku da xmmpu tok troskn hbgn ktaorg lgi coz aku rse aku xlayak tok dye,n aku xmmpu nk bhgiekan dye..aku arap SHAHRIN BIN ABDUL RAZAK,boley trime kptusan yg aku buat ni..aku bt kptsn ni bkn aku xsygkn dye,disbbkn aku syangkn dyela aku nk dye lpekan aku n crila org yg lebey layak tok dye,yang pastinye bukan aku..walau pe pon aku tetap sayangkan dye sampi bile2..so sorry coz da saketkn aty dye..:((

aKu saYang dYe...

pertama kali ku dengar suara mu..
sayunya hatiku merindui dirimu
walaupun baru kita bersua muka
namun aku telah jatuh cinta

pertama kali ku bertemu denganmu
hatiku terpaut melihat senyumanmu
aku mengharap engkau menerimaku
kerana aku bersedia menyintaimu

akan ku renang lautan yang berapi
membuktikan kehebatannya cinta ini
tetapi jika kau meninggalkan aku
terhiris hati ini...terguris jiwa ini...
menangis tak berlagu...ohhhh...

biarpun ombak yang merubah pantai
kasih ku takkan hancur berderai
biarpun hari berganti hari
dirimu tetap ku nanti ohhhh...

sayangku pimpinkan tangan ku
menuju mahligai bahgia..
kita bersama nikmati kisah cinta
hidup bagaikan di syurga
ohhhh..kasih......

 LUV U SO MUCH BIE...!!!!!!!!!!

Luahan Hatiku (Part 2)..

firstly aku nk mntak maafla coz da lme xupdate blog aku nih...

aku bz cket skg...kalo de mse yg free n da byk bnde yg aku nk cite kt korang brula aku update blog aku..

ariny aku nk cite cket...mlm tdi aku gaduh ngn bf aku..aku tau aku yg salah coz men tuduh dye xtentu pasal...

aku bkn pe,aku saket aty la dye kalo da kua ngn membe2 dye msti ley lupe aku nye...dye ckp aku JELEZ...maunye aku xjelez,aku sayang dye..aku xnk r org len rmpas dye dri aku..dye ckp kat aku dye syg aku,so dye xnk aku pk bkn2 psl dye..aku bkn pe,aku xnk bnda yg pnh jdi dulu jdi lgi kt aku...aku cayekn dye,aku cme nk dye de mse tok aku je...jgn nk pntingkan membe2 dye sgt..pape pon aku kne blaja tok xtrlampau jelez or pk bkn2 sgt psl dye coz aku tau disebbkn ni la hubungan ley retak..

pape pon I'M SO SORRY BIE..i luv u so much...

u aRe mY eVErytHiNg

I sentiase ingat U...

x kira WAKTU....TEMPAT....KEADAAN....

I terlalu sayang U..

kerinduan ku terhadap mu x pernah hilang dalam diri ku ini....

engkau lah yang membahgiakan diri  ini dikala kau sedih mahupon berduka..

thanks  for everything...

i love u bie.......

for soMeoNe

Every time I look at the sky after the rain

I think of the crybaby I used to be

I was blindly chasing after someone's back

I will keep walking forward

Will never stop

I Won't lose against the flow of time

I will keep getting back up

Because I don't want to lose something precious

Like a bird flying at the dusk

Looking to see tomorrow

The fear of stumbling

I fall feet first

Said words of giving up

However, I lied

Won't give up the only one GOAL

Forgetting happiness and sadness

I walk a little bit

The endless sky

Hold up your hands

Believe in the only future

When returning, however, it changes

I wouldn't want to lose something important

The voice flowing inside of me

Always supports me

Teasing rain will get in my way

Because I won't run away

I will never stop

I believe in that future with ?????? (only i know)